Jim Bonni

I don't consider myself an actress, I'm much more comfortable sitting behind a desk drawing all day. So when Luke told me that I was in the acting workshop, I wasn't thrilled. We got down to the Community Center and went into the same dance room that I was forced to learn a hip hop number a few months ago (which may I add, dancing is not my thing either). But I decided to not be so negative and just hope that it won't be too terrible and it really wasn't! I don't consider myself a shy person but that can change quickly when I'm put in a uncomfortable situation like acting. Within the first few minutes I realized there was no reason for me to be shy because all the people in that room were my friends and they already know how crazy I am, and from there it's really just a blur. I hardly remember what went on! I just remember everyone being very emotional and crying, but I didn't really feel any of that. I wanted to feel it but I really couldn't. My feelings didn't change throughout the workshop, when everyone was screaming angrily at each other, I was just screaming. I honestly have no clue why but I wasn't really reacting to anything as strongly as everyone else was, and it kind of bothers me. Whats in me thats different from everyone else? And I know I'm not a lifeless robot! I have emotions, I just don't show them often. I want to try the workshop again to see if somethings changes but know knows, maybe it will, maybe it wont.